Wednesday, September 30, 2009

diary of a little girl

dear diary,

the hardest think in a little girl life currently, thought when she's in love is when the love isn't for us, and she have to let it go..
when your ex wanted you back and wanted a third chance from you, while before, he already hurt you 2 times, and you give him more chance because you love him and he also.
somebody's said : "fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me"
But listen it, it's not for this little girl. for her, if the boys seriously can and want to taking a chance, so why not? it's that wrong?
it's the reason why her ex is here
but wait, he's not with her
when this little girl waiting him to texting her, with all night long waiting and waiting until he texted her..
and suddenly she received the message from him
he said "i'm really really sorry dear, i'm so busy right now so i can't texted you, i'm really sorry"
and this girl actually pretend oh it's okay if he is busy.. (while she is so happy to receive those message)
but after that the girl was standing alone waiting him until he finished his work
but he doesn't texted her again
the girl was so lonely..
she's hurt, really really really hurt
and when the boy comes up, he's mad without any causes of
this girl really don't know what to do
she doesn't know her fault, and now she is the one who got that shame
i thought he is crazy to played her like this
the girl was really really scared to move on, now she's so down by doing the hardest think in her life which is when the love isn't for her and him, and she has to let it go, and have to move on..
actually the girl really really love him so much, and wanted to say "i love you"

xoxo

Monday, September 28, 2009

Dried Cassava



well when i was listening to my brother's ipod then
and i turn the genius on, while enjoying the alternative rock songs, suddenly i hear the songs named "new life", from Dried Cassava
OH MY GOD I LOVE THAT SONGS !
i love the vocal's really, it's really cool :)
what my brother's got on his ipod from dried cassava is only three
"new life", "be myself", and "life full of pressure"
but mostly i love "new life"
just check Dried Cassava songs on their myspace, here



images from their myspace

Saturday, August 15, 2009

banana split and up


yesterday me, kak marsha and kak agnes went to teras kota to watch up, and after that we continue ate in pancake parlour.
up : what a funny movie, and i really loves it heheh, but the story goes a little bit made me wanna cry (cieaaah lebayy) because i really really symphatic with mr. (lupa namanyaaa haha) whose act really really worked hard to made her wife's dream come true haaa what the,
i really love it and wondering there's a boy like that heheh

kak agnes, me @ pancake parlour


kak mamar, me



kak agnes, me @ kak mamar house

kak mamar, me @ her house


have a nice weekend!
blabablaasst cheers from me :)

Friday, August 14, 2009

schoolie, independents day celebration


on assembly period in my school today used for independent's day competition, which is vocal group competition. anddddd you know!? my class got the first lottery
haaaa really really shy'in oucchhh, because my class only practice for 2 days, and not seriously practicing, however only ngobrooollll heheh
yaa me and my class only present as well as we can, just hope everything which is best for us (yeaahh)



tesa, me

cencen, me

tesa, cencen

upcoming style, inspiringly by alexa chung

Saturday, July 25, 2009

shocked, bored and at least it fun ;)



1. playing with rain today
today it was raining here, and yeaah i miss rain so far cause long time no see the rain fall to the surface, it seems cute i love it. and you know? me and my little sister (her name is Tia) playing rain in my house's garden (so naughty, actually me and my sister do this because in accidentally my mom, dad, and my brother going somewhere suitable with their personally activities) so, RAINNN HERE WE COMES! :D
my sister is so naughty until she got wet haha i don't want to follow her naughty manner, so i just take a photos in the rain for a while (and fortunately i just got a little rain drops in my hair hoho)

(actually there many pictures i've got, but just give to you this one hehe)